Sugar Sauce

Sugar Sauce

By

Nathan Caleb Camerer

I’ve replayed the words you’ve said more times than I can count

They get me every time

Different parts at different times

Like my own cinema in my head that keeps growing

Shut everything else out and watch

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Totally worth it

I have fun with it

Well, I “try” and you “do”

You said you only lie if it’s really funny,

Or if it’s generally outrageous

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You give me Gold Stars for my jobs well done

The story of your life

It’s an unfortunate tale, but not uncommon

It’s not as depressing as you feel

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Insatiably curious

Impatient

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You tell me I’m adorable while you punch me in the face

I love how friendly you get on Tequila

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600 times sweeter than sugar

Super excited, bummed and angry all at the same time,

And adorable

Not the right word, but the first that comes to mind

That feeling of not being able to get the words right

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More than sweet

Un-refrained

Say everything in your head,

Or it will be there forever

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Grinning like an idiot,

Every time I make you blush

Hiding my face in the pillow when you do it to me

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When I least expected it, there you were

Weak and powerless is how I find myself around you

A sudden, overpowering urge to press my fingertips to yours

A sudden, overpowering urge to just listen to you breathe

Things I didn’t say before

Things I wanted to say then and still do

You are sugar sauce, all kinds

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Could you download the mental images you think,

The ones from the times when there aren’t really words?

I wish you could see the ones in my mind

The ones from the time you asked me to dance with you

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A walking, talking message of love and caring

It’s written in the tattoos you wear so proudly

Looking like a sexy, sassy post-it note

It radiates leaving people not sure what to say

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It took me awhile to find you

You were hiding in the lime tree, poking holes in rain clouds

Surrounded by tangerine trees,

Under a marmalade sky

With a dirty sexy dive bar soundtrack playing

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This is going to haunt me

Clearly, I think you are beautiful