Friday, January 17, 2014

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By
Nathan Caleb Camerer


Your fingertips against mine
Eyelashes against my cheek
I haven’t had these pleasures yet
I can’t touch you with a 10 foot pole,
But maybe my mom can
You got jokes
You got smarts
Learned from life
It doesn’t go easy on you
You don’t need another hindrance
At least that’s what you say
I want to kiss your face
I bought both parts of the atlas
Hoping it would give me the signs
In the light or in the dark,
But all the little lights
They just keep me from sleeping
Mind racing about the bad blood between us
The weatherman says tomorrow will be nice
Lets go for a picnic
We can match our heartbeats to each other
After we find a spot where the grass is shady
If I could only dent your armor
Find a kink
Define the words you use
Show me how to get to that side of Jordan
I’ll sing like a rooster
If that would make you bellow
The wall around you is stopping this beast in its tracks
I’m trying to be your passenger,
But Cupid keeps missing the mark
I want to wrap my arms around you
I want to buy you an orange mandolin
The sea in between us,
The one that has become our soundtrack
It’s making it hard to find the joy of nothing
If you wait,
All the times we had will get an honorable mention
When they dig two,
But they have to keep them shallow so we can feel the rain
Until then,

I’ll just stop talking

Lost and Found

Lost and Found

By
Nathan Caleb Camerer



Nothing shows,
But fingertips and nose
When I wear the love you gave me
More comfortable in just my skin
Covered in sin
And truly shows what you've made of me
Living in this box of lost and found
In the alley behind a house of spiders
Right where I was left,
But not where I belong
I know this music
It's put me to sleep before
While dancing in your sheets
Laying beneath a canopy of electric stars
I made a wish each night
Always on the same star
The one Northeast of your heart
And intertwined with another
But your hands are full of responsibility
And my wishes fell on deaf ears
Living is easy in this box of lost and found
Where I was left,
But not where I belong
Even though this Winter of Sam is giving me the cold shoulder
Long nights laying my head on the cold ground
I use my daydreams for a pillow
Seems better than a door mat,
But I'm no expert on matters of the heart
Even though mine pumps you through my veins
I need a water tank to wash this stench of heartbreak off of me
There's not a shower in this box of lost and found
The box that I call home
Hiding beneath this balcony I want to be on
A birds eye view of where I was and where I came from
I have a blanket for the chilly air,
But it’s full of holes
A broken pen and dirty pad with which to write,
But you have to read between the lines
I have sunglasses to shade my eyes at night
When the nights get too bright
Lost and found is where I live
Lost and found in this box full of others wasted time
Living in this alley
The one behind the house of spiders
Right where I was left,
But not where I belong