Sunday, July 15, 2012

Girl Pieces (Little Stories)


Girl Pieces (Little Stories)

By
Nathan Caleb Camerer



A ridiculous question gets a frightening answer
A response based on naivety leads to a little story
A story about puppy love
Love in the time of postage stamps and home phones
A summer spent with a roar in our ears and dust in our mouth
Memories engraved on a sliver of metal
Plated in gold a wrapped around my wrist
A little story about a Spring storm and the evening it created
An evening of simple pleasures
A dry change of clothes to keep
Hide and seek with a child who sees the world without seeing
A home cooked meal
The Lizard King singing about people being strange
A little story about this
A little story about that
The girls and women who have and come and gone
Marks and scars on skin and psyche
Pros and cons of lessons learned
The pieces of them I carry with me
Tarnished, threadbare and stained by time
Priceless, unforgettable and vivid
Shaping how I am today
Love me or leave me
Let me be lonely if I can’t be your only
Not regretting and not forgetting
You and all the ones before you made me
So love me or leave me
I’ll tell the little story of you to the next one
The cycle continues…

May I Be So Bold?


May I Be So Bold?

By
Nathan Caleb Camerer



A little patience was all I asked for
I suppose I should have asked for more
The words of another said just how I felt
May I be so bold,
To tell the world that’s how I still feel?
I do believe I found love,
But the wrong time is a killer
Maybe you just slept with me to piss off your father
Who knows?
I don’t
I fell for you
I fell for your words and actions
Eyes opened to a love I had never known,
But always wanted
Unconditional
Until times got hard
All your fight used for another
None left for me, or the ones after
A rockstar life is the life for you
A little patience is all I needed
Support that didn’t involve money,
That is the most important
Unconditional love
May I be so bold,
To tell the world that’s how I still feel,
And the feeling is so surreal
How can you still feel like home?
Your heart broken worse than mine by you,
By the ones who came after me
You heal so quickly
Making your words and actions seem insincere
A week of tears for each year of romance,
Before a new one starts
May I be so bold,
To say that I wish you luck
I hope you find what you’re looking for
I still haven’t found what I’m looking for
May I be so bold,
To ask you to pray for me,
To wish me luck
May I be so bold?